Steam

S E N I O R
it hasn't really hit that hard yet.
but it will.
& when it does, i wont be ready.
what am i going to do after high school?
as of now, my goal in life is clouded.
i know i want to succeed and become succeesful in all that i do.
but what do i want to do?
i want to go away to college?
i always thought i wanted to leave this county, but now im not too sure if i can leave everyone that means so much to me. im not too sure im ready to take that big leap into adulthood. im already 17, almost legal and im scared.
what if i cant do it?
who will be there foir me to fall back on, will anyone be there?
are these the last days of childhood i have left?
is this the begining of something new & exciting, or just the end of high times?
lets make memories to last a lifetime & never forget them.
CLASS OF 2008

youshouldhaveknown

"...your girl would ride or die
[we] should have known better."

okay, you know how it feels to get ditched?
by your best friends...?

well i do.

want to know what else sucks right now?
i feel completely useless in school/at home/with my friends/for softball

in life.

hurry the hell up
summer

idontwannabe

okay, life is perfectly fine.
yes i may be moody lately, but that is pretty normal.
so i really wish people would stop telling certain other people certain things.
i love my Brittney, Keith...Dawn too!
those are the only two who respect my wishes at the moment.
oh Kerri too i suppose.
lesson learned: don;t tell anyone anything, pretty much.
whores.

I have been stressin though.
school & softball & senior year.
its driving me crazy.
not to mention constant crappy reminders.
arg.
whores.

stop trying to pretend like you seriously know what is going on in my mind right now, okay?
the majority of you don;t
& if you do, you shouldn't say anything to heavy.
not so much of a whore.
more like friends.

sof-cer

Softball + Soccer
you had to be there...

tryouts.
-sigh-
i haven't done this rutine in a while....& it makes me so jittery
my game isnt loud enough.
i know what i can do, but im not doing it!!!!
& it erks  me

i fell in love.
i fell in love with a game.
i fell in love with THE game.

ice cooold

i decided to post a new one.
obviously about nothing...
so sad.
ummm...wanna know whats up?
nohting really...school?
chyeah chyeah.
thats about it.
among lifes little problems, but thats all they are...
LITTLE.
psh.

 forgive & forget.
move on & live on.

oh yeah!
edit: red, baseball & brother
LoL
im a ditz.